Saturday, August 16, 2008

Road Trip 2





1) I meant to add this one in the last post.  One of our first stops was Cadillac Ranch just outside of Amarillo, Texas.  There are 10 Caddies buried end up in the ground.  Art?  You decide.

2) Where the last post left off:  We spent the night in Vegas.  We walked around the Strip, Bellagio, and saw the Bellagio water show.  It was amazing!

3 - 5) The last three pics are of our house back ride through the Sierra Nevada Mountains.  It was amazingly gorgeous!  Pictures just can't do it justice.  We road from the home point to South Lake then back.  Everyone should ride horses thru the Sierra Nevadas before they die!

Road Trip to Oregon


1) at a rest stop in Oklahoma

2) Grand Canyon

3) Being welcomed to Arizona

4)  More Grand Canyon

5)  At the Hoover Dam












Sunday, June 15, 2008

a poem, found in the book "The Perks of Being a Wildflower."

As a teacher, this poem was very poignant.
Just something to jog thought.
I love my job.
These are my students. 
Life is real...honest...shouldn't it be...shouldn't we be?
How many of my students, your friends, people you pass on the street
feel this way?
I hope it speaks to you like it did me.

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was about
And his teacher gave in an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
Valentine signed with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it.

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn" 
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him and A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left the butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much make up
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung in on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen.  

Friday, June 13, 2008

...packing...

I've spent today doing nothing.  Normally, during the Summer, that's not a problem, however this Summer I have to move across the country.  I need to be packing!  I mentioned to a friend today that I needed to go get some packing tape, I have boxes but no tape.  So why haven't I started?  I guess to start packing is a tangible realization that I'm leaving this place that I've come to love.  Don't get me wrong, I'm excited about what's to come in my life, but it doesn't seem real right now.  Packing, I think, would make it real.  I don't know if I'm ready for it to be real yet.  I'm not read to say "goodbye."

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

House for Sale

I put my house on the market today.  I have mixed feelings about it. I love this house and I'm sad to leave it.  I guess putting it on the market means that I really am leaving.  Don't get me wrong, I'm excited about the opportunities that are in front of me, but I'm sad to leave HSV and putting my house on the market makes it a little more real!

If you know someone who's looking in the HSV area please give them my contact information.  It's a great house with lots of potential!  Below is what the listing says: 

A great home for the first time buyer or for the investor looking to add to their portfolio.  Priced to sell, this one will not last long!  This beautiful home has updated colors, a renovated kitchen, and lots of charm.  An oversized fenced backyard with 2 storage buildings is perfect for those with a green thumb and has plenty of room for your pets to roam.  The house has been beautifully landscaped and includes a long term landscaping plan done by a professional landscape architect.  

If you don't know anyone who's looking to buy in this area, then your prayers concerning all of this would be greatly appreciated.  From the sale of my house, to leaving my friends, figuring out how to get all my stuff to UO, to starting school again after a three year respite, it all seems like a daunting task. 


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Final BHS Concert

Tonight was my final concert at Buckhorn.  I must admit that I began this day with my stomach in  knots and tension all over my body.  Why? -- Apprehension, anxiety, I'm not really sure.  It probably had something to do with the fact that I knew this was going to be my last "HOORAH" at BHS and I wanted it to go perfectly for my singers.  I wanted it to be a night they would never forget; a night I would never forget.  I usually get tense the day of a concert, my kids will tell you that, but today was different.  Today had more weighing on it.

My singers arrived for a sound check at 6pm.  It wasn't until the end of that sound check that I began to relax.  I began to have fun.  I began to realize what a great night this was going to be.  Was it ever!  I'm not sure that I will ever have a night in my career that will rival this one.  My singers showed up and showed out!  They sounded better than they have all year.  Everything about the night was perfect!

This concert was not a typical concert for us.  It was all pops music; some full choir things, a few duets, trios, and ensembles, some solos, and even a dance troupe (some of my kids danced the Triller! -- it was awesome!)  We began the concert with "Stand by Me" and "I'll Be There" followed by the Jazz band. (who were amazing!) Solos, Trios, and Ensembles did everything from "My Girl" to "Phantom of the Opera" to "Iris".  Two of my tenors did an arrangement of several contemporary Christian tunes that they combined in a very unique way.   It was amazing - no record company has put out anything better than what they did tonight.

We closed the concert with me playing piano for the senior song (I didn't cry!), and then the entire choir sang "For Good" from Wicked -- I lost it.  I tried to hold it in, but the tears just came busting out.  At least I made it to the last page before losing it.  The kids did a great job - they held it together!

After "For Good" they surprised me with a video they had made.  Each student gave me a farewell message on the video and it was concluded with each of them individually saying "I love you Parker." -- I was gone after that!  They then presented me with a Wii (the most awesome thing EVER! --  there is significance to this gift, maybe i'll explain it in another blog.  We then closed the concert in the way every Spring concert has been closed since I began at BHS.  We invited former singers up to help us sing "Lord, I Know I've Been Changed."

This was a perfect night, made possible by amazing singers! Kudos to you BHS Choir -  It was an amazing night that none of us will soon forget!

I love each and every one of you!
May the Lord bless and keep you.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

BHS / HMC Concert





Today I informed my students that I have been granted a fellowship to the University of Oregon for the coming Fall.  Many of you probably knew that this was brewing, but things have been confirmed and I will be pursuing PhD studies in music education this fall at the University of Oregon.

It was a bittersweet moment today when I told my kids.  (I know it's not PC to call my students "my kids" but that's what they are to me, they are MY kids - so much more than mere students.)  I love these kids to death.  They are part of my family, part of me.  My singers make me want to come to work each and everyday.  Teaching is not an easy profession.  For those of you who are not teachers, try it for just a week -- you'll understand.  And granted, there are days that I don't like my job, but I love my job everyday.  Why? Because I get to come to work and have fun with the most wonderful young minds in this state.  At Buckhorn we may not have all the fanciness that money can buy, we may not have the greatest performance venues, but we have students who have tons of talent and even more heart.  So, you can understand why I described today as "bittersweet".  I know that going to UO is the right thing.  It is a door the Lord has opened that I must walk through.  Leaving my kids is going to be tough though.  I've already shed many tears over it and I know more are to come.   I decided to tell them this morning because the rumor mill had already started and I didn't want them to hear it through the grapevine at the concert tonight.

After dropping this bombshell on them, we had a concert (with about 8 hours in between) tonight.  My heart swelled with pride as my kids sang "Remember", a setting of  a Christina Rossetti poem by the composer Stephen Chapman.  The sounds that sang forth from them were absolutely amazing.  It was the best blend and musicality this group of 16 had ever sung with.  I had to fight back tears brought on by the beauty of their sound.  The rest of the choir joined the singers on stage and we sang an a cappella arrangement of "Stand by Me" as a preview of our "Pops" concert (on May 13).

The first half of the concert was performed by the Huntsville Master Chorale.  The HMC then joined BHS for the last half of the concert.  The entire ensemble did a wonderful job and it was joy to direct and sing with them.  

My singers rose to the occasion today under tons of pressure.  Their focus, determination, and hard work were amazing on stage!  I'm so proud of them!